I know you all will agree with my thoughts in this blog content. so let me start...
Nowadays it seems that my dream definition has been totally changed. In office, I am struggling everyday to get the topic clear in my mind, listening to video files, reading presentations, learning new things and then trying to make seniors understand that i understood even though really it is totally opposite. My team is very good. God has given my colleagues and senior enough patience to bear me and my silly questions everyday and that too in bulk. I am lucky that my most of the doubts are being solved but the fight between my mind and heart that occurs everyday is too painful. Actually fight is all about my heart says "Leave the office (which seems like HELL most of the time) on time" but my mind says "Complete the work and then go". Some says try to learn urself by doing things in the new tool which am working upon but only I know HOW CAN I WORK ? WHEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ???? While some of them are kind enough to show me a demo and then says to try the same thing. I can very well understand that those persons who tell me to try out things myself are not wrong, infact that is the way to learn but it really gives mental pressure and tension.
Between all these situations, when I come home I feel like I came to heaven and I have not got any strength to talk to my family members as if the work and office has snatched my all stamina. I eat, watch TV and just go to sleep. And Now Comes the most Important part....Dreams...
In Dream, people see movies as himself/herself as the actor/actress, see good things like he/she is some good personality/celebrity, some sees horror shows, etc... But u know what I see? I see my OFFICE, my WORK, my colleagues who help me and also those who leave the things on me and pretending to help, most importantly my struggle with computer, I try to solve things that were not working in the day as if I will get a solution !! and the things will start working in the morning... but uffffffff I have to see the same bad day again...
Dr. A. P. J. Abdul Kalam (my idol) has said many things about dreams but I think my dream definition has been changed totally--- it has now became " DREAM IS ALWAYS THE SAME WHAT YOU DO IN DAY". So I think I should talk to him...What do you says friends about my new dream definition ?
Nowadays it seems that my dream definition has been totally changed. In office, I am struggling everyday to get the topic clear in my mind, listening to video files, reading presentations, learning new things and then trying to make seniors understand that i understood even though really it is totally opposite. My team is very good. God has given my colleagues and senior enough patience to bear me and my silly questions everyday and that too in bulk. I am lucky that my most of the doubts are being solved but the fight between my mind and heart that occurs everyday is too painful. Actually fight is all about my heart says "Leave the office (which seems like HELL most of the time) on time" but my mind says "Complete the work and then go". Some says try to learn urself by doing things in the new tool which am working upon but only I know HOW CAN I WORK ? WHEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ???? While some of them are kind enough to show me a demo and then says to try the same thing. I can very well understand that those persons who tell me to try out things myself are not wrong, infact that is the way to learn but it really gives mental pressure and tension.
Between all these situations, when I come home I feel like I came to heaven and I have not got any strength to talk to my family members as if the work and office has snatched my all stamina. I eat, watch TV and just go to sleep. And Now Comes the most Important part....Dreams...
In Dream, people see movies as himself/herself as the actor/actress, see good things like he/she is some good personality/celebrity, some sees horror shows, etc... But u know what I see? I see my OFFICE, my WORK, my colleagues who help me and also those who leave the things on me and pretending to help, most importantly my struggle with computer, I try to solve things that were not working in the day as if I will get a solution !! and the things will start working in the morning... but uffffffff I have to see the same bad day again...
Dr. A. P. J. Abdul Kalam (my idol) has said many things about dreams but I think my dream definition has been changed totally--- it has now became " DREAM IS ALWAYS THE SAME WHAT YOU DO IN DAY". So I think I should talk to him...What do you says friends about my new dream definition ?
